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 While visiting the local river bend, a dear friend’s kid asked me if I believed in the Big Bang Theory.

I held back from unleashing a diatribe of verbal diarrhea that would’ve sounded smart but meant nothing—and instead, I answered honestly:

“I don’t know. I wasn’t there. But how amazing is it that some miraculous mystery has us standing here together, by the river, where possibilities are infinite?”

We, as humans, tend to cling to the belief that we need to know something—or everything.

But if you woke up one day and found out the Earth is flat… or round (whichever is opposite to what you currently believe)… would it change your morning routine?
Would it really matter to your day-to-day life?

In my world, I call things like that “outside my pay grade.”
Meaning—it’s a God/Creator/Source matter. Something I don’t control.
And I trust what I was created from. That’s faith, and it’s an internal trust that connects me to the Original Source of Life.

I work with the relationship—the marriage—between the Being (Aether) and the Body (Earth).
The goal is to live this Human Experience as purely as possible.

Neither the Being nor the Body speak in language.
We feel first.
Then we try to translate it.
But language is not our original form of communication.

Depending on the language—and its evolution—every perspective has truth.
But underneath it all, what really matters is Intent:
The directive of the Being through the Body.
And a Being with pure intent that can act on it? There is nothing more phenomenal.

It’s a wartime tactic… but what else has it quietly waged war against?

Our Being.
The part of us that’s awareness in action—a verb, always moving.

Our natural state is motion.
Stagnation is dis-ease.
We all used to feel whole, effortlessly.

But our modern systems have fragmented the Self:
Subconscious… Conscious… Ego… Inner Child… Identities…
The list goes on.

That’s why I’m such a stickler for simplicity.

Unity of Self, and the ability to live from that peaceful place of active awareness, is key.
It’s our birthright.
And yet, we dissect everything so deeply we often forget the whole.
Nature, in her magic, reminds us:

In all living things, unity is the strength.

Let’s keep it simple:

• Energy moves from negative to positive
   
• Humans freeze when overwhelmed or traumatized
   
• Negative energy gets held, then identified with
   
• A decision is made: “I am…”
   
• This creates manifestations that go against survival
   
• That stuck energy becomes a magnet for similar energies
   
• Each time it’s triggered, the pattern strengthens
   
• The body is drained—still surviving, but not thriving
   
• The cycle continues… unless we go into the feeling
   
• Locate it. Open it. Go through it—using the imagination
   
• The stagnation drains. The trigger dissolves.
   
• Neutral is peace.
   

(A graphic that comes to me is like a cluster of energetic cysts, each with a magnetic charge attracting the patterns we get so frustrated with. We find them, open and release the energy, and remove the cyst wall. That’s why they don’t come back. Your body’s energy is no longer feeding the cysts—it’s freed up for real living.)

🎥 Here’s a video explaining the "cyst construct":
Watch here (re-doing it and it will be public)
(Note: I’m new to video/camera work and don’t edit. I can be entertaining—but I’m no Entertainer 😉)

All mammals have a way of returning to a calm state by shaking, resetting their nervous system.  Somehow humans have lost, forgotten or somehow disconnected from our natural design.  We don't need new fancy tools, we need to remember how we naturally operate.  I feel the imagination is the key to unlocking or breaking this amnesia.

These energetic facts can be mapped onto narratives throughout time.

From the “War between the Sons of Light and the Sons of Dark”…
To the “End of Time”…

What if all that really means is:

The end of holding negative energy.
The completion of the cycle—back to positive.
 

I’ve asked myself:
Why is there evil?

And the thought came…
What if it’s simply unfinished stories—negatively charged—and never allowed to die or complete?

Like the tale of Zeus fearing he’d die if no one remembered him.

So… what if we just stop holding anything with negative charge?
Stop giving attention to what no longer serves?

Could it be that simple?

Do focus and attention keep the “boogieman” alive generation after generation?

I don’t know. But I love playing with the question.

Because simplicity heals.

Complexity is often what created the wound in the first place.

I’ve never fit in the box—
I’ve lived outside it (or the “Matrix,” as some call it).

One theory I’ve explored:

The Matrix is the power of words and stories.
Language used against the self.
 

I’ve studied this “game” most of my life—for survival—and now, I offer what I know is clean, pure, and feels good.
And yes… I enjoy it.

When the world changed during COVID, I set out to find the “Clean-Up Crews.”
I could feel how badly society was being affected.
Along the way, I’ve been honored to meet many incredible humans—inside and outside of Causism—who are also in Clean-Up Mode.

We all carry different pieces of the puzzle.
And we’re doing our best.

Because humans have so much more potential than they realize.

It feels good to be part of the solution.

Stories are entertaining.
But do they consume our potential?

Is the “End of Time” really just the end of illusion?

What even is time?

And if this truly is the Game of Life…

Are You playing the role of the Pawn, the Player, or the Witness?
 

Perspective matters.
The Witness role holds more power than most people realize.

I’ll finish this musing the way I started:

“I don’t know.”
But I’m having a blast learning and making waves in this miraculous, never-dull world we all share.

“The day I quit learning is the day I die.”
(I have no idea who said that.)
 

Thank You for taking the time to read this.
I hope You enjoyed it as much as I enjoyed writing it.
—Sue